Well if you read my two previous posts, I have to add, they are fine pieces of imagination. Because the Christian church doesn't work that way. It is a way that is consistent with the message of Christ but it isn't reality.
It is frustrating to solve a problem and then realise that the intrinsic nature of the reality of things is pretty much against it.
I can sit and read and think (and even pray if I think it will help) and figure things out. But it has to work on the ground.
The church is supposed to be the pillar and ground of truth and when it is not, it calls into question many things.